[It is a lot to take in. Normally he could handle this. Normally he'd be okay. But with all the crap happening to him lately, his mind just blanks. All that time spent at Harry's he never cared to find a television or pick up a newspaper. He didn't want to know.
He didn't want to know what he'd left his friends behind to.]
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He didn't want to know what he'd left his friends behind to.]
I shouldn't have left.
[Now he really needs that drink again.]