I'm not much good for anyone, Dorian, and I never have been.

[He laughs kind of weakly.] I don't even know you well enough to bother disliking, I don't know why I'm...

[Why is he telling this to Dorian? Because there's no one else he could? Because Bryn or Will's pity or worse yet, revulsion, might actually hurt him? He doesn't know.]