[And that's a little sigh escaping Enjolras's lips there as he answers.]
I do not think it has been worked out to that extent so much as it seems, actually. It seems as though each time I attempt speaking to them about this, they will refuse to let me do as such.
[His expression is calm enough, and there's no trace of frustration or guilt there or in his voice, and Enjolras hates to whine at anyone for his problems, but stating them is becoming easier with those who understand here, now.]
I am glad they hold me blameless and would rather this than they hate me, but on the other side of that coin, it seems as though there is also no intention of accepting that I AM responsible for at least those things which I did wrong.
Forgiveness is a mercy I do not deserve, which I am grateful for, but it falls flat when there is little understanding of the things that I accept or a refusal to believe in them. It falls a little hollow though it changes nothing that is between us I suppose.
...I apologize. This was not meant to be focused on myself.
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[And that's a little sigh escaping Enjolras's lips there as he answers.]
I do not think it has been worked out to that extent so much as it seems, actually. It seems as though each time I attempt speaking to them about this, they will refuse to let me do as such.
[His expression is calm enough, and there's no trace of frustration or guilt there or in his voice, and Enjolras hates to whine at anyone for his problems, but stating them is becoming easier with those who understand here, now.]
I am glad they hold me blameless and would rather this than they hate me, but on the other side of that coin, it seems as though there is also no intention of accepting that I AM responsible for at least those things which I did wrong.
Forgiveness is a mercy I do not deserve, which I am grateful for, but it falls flat when there is little understanding of the things that I accept or a refusal to believe in them. It falls a little hollow though it changes nothing that is between us I suppose.
...I apologize. This was not meant to be focused on myself.