[That martyrdom is certainly wrapped up in Enjolras, and perhaps an inability to see beyond it as well, at least when faced with circumstances like these are. He had been getting better but now, well...]

Perhaps it is simply an assumption then. But I have not killed only in battle, Temeraire, or only those who have been armed. The circumstances demanded it, through the greater lens of justice, but even so. I do not know that there is truly any right in taking lives the way I have with some. It seems there is a difference, but one might hope, that should a God exist, the cause is understood and can hold fast. I think that is all I might hope for in this now.

And if not...then I suppose that does not matter so much.