[He sounds almost thoughtful. Sometimes he wishes choice could've been part of his actions, but it never had been. A warrior did not always get to choose the duty it must carry out. It had to be done. Whether he still believed in the ideals and half-truths they had filled his head with as a kid or not, some things had to be seen through to the end.
But since coming to the wall, whatever early notions of heroism had quickly given away until but one driving force remained.]
I can't say I joined for anything like that. All this time... All I ever wanted to do was to go home.
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[He sounds almost thoughtful. Sometimes he wishes choice could've been part of his actions, but it never had been. A warrior did not always get to choose the duty it must carry out. It had to be done. Whether he still believed in the ideals and half-truths they had filled his head with as a kid or not, some things had to be seen through to the end.
But since coming to the wall, whatever early notions of heroism had quickly given away until but one driving force remained.]
I can't say I joined for anything like that. All this time... All I ever wanted to do was to go home.