After a moment, Gene shoves Tony away, looking scared and hurt and angry.] How dare you, [he hisses, and shoves Tony again, up against the wall.] How dare you--! [And he kisses Tony right back, fiercely, almost violently, one hand pressed up flat against his chest, right over where Tony's heart implant had been, as if to keep him trapped there; as if to claim him; as if to say 'this is mine, and you are mine, and I am yours, if you wish it'. And all the while, there's an angry, anguished litany running through his head, fierce and desperate and wanting.
How dare you give a damn about me.
How dare you decide you still want me before I've decided I'm done wanting you.
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Well that sure is a thing.
After a moment, Gene shoves Tony away, looking scared and hurt and angry.] How dare you, [he hisses, and shoves Tony again, up against the wall.] How dare you--! [And he kisses Tony right back, fiercely, almost violently, one hand pressed up flat against his chest, right over where Tony's heart implant had been, as if to keep him trapped there; as if to claim him; as if to say 'this is mine, and you are mine, and I am yours, if you wish it'. And all the while, there's an angry, anguished litany running through his head, fierce and desperate and wanting.
How dare you give a damn about me.
How dare you decide you still want me before I've decided I'm done wanting you.
How dare you let me believe I can ever have this.
How dare you.
How dare you.
How dare--!]