[It's not until real food is in his immediate vicinity that he realizes that he's actually hungry. That's just kind of how it works for him. He's usually very bad at feeding himself.

When she asks, though, he pauses in making the tea (he'd picked out something similar to mint).] I don't know. I mean...when Kylo stabbed me, it chased him, but it didn't really hurt him. I didn't want it to hurt him. And I was...in control, when I was affected by the Dust. That wasn't really anger, though. I was scared. And that became anger later, I guess. But I knew what I was doing the whole time. I was acting out of...self-preservation, I guess. I thought you were a threat.

[He shifts from foot to foot.] Just now, with the phone...I don't know if I was in control or not. It's like I was just letting it happen. [He's kind of ashamed of that.]

I'm not exactly open to the idea of tests, [he says.] Not totally cool with being an experiment.