You are no scapegoat, I assure you. [He moves that hand now, to Jehan's shoulder, giving it a gentle clasp.]

I do know what you mean, however. This place is -- difficult to get used to; so many new and different things. I -- [There's a slight pause.] I see the barricades as well. Most often in my dreams, but -- every so often, I...drift, I suppose, is the word I am looking for.