[Video] Apology

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

[Han is a little sheepish and embarrassed, he knows he spent the last few days stealing and being a street punk, and it's not a pretty thing to think back on. It seemed fun as a kid and all, but those days are behind him now. He's got amends to make.]

I gotta say I'm sorry for any trouble I caused the last few days. I definitely wasn't myself. OK, I was still myself, but not the version that's old enough and smart enough not to be a smart aleck troublemaker.

Anything I got that I can still give back, I will, I promise.

Comments

[aprettyflyboy]

I think we all did things we are embarrassed of, Han. At least no one got injured?

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

Yeah, that's true. Nah, nothing but my pride, I don't think.

[He still can't believe he tried stealing from Kylo of all people.]

[aprettyflyboy]

It could have been worse. Besides, it wasn't really anyone's fault.

[Oh Force, and Poe missed it? What a shame.]

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

I suppose. Except for whoever caused it in the first place.

Have you heard from Rey? She wasn't exactly herself either. I hope she's all right.

I should be glad I'm not dead somewhere by now. I kinda...well, when I was a kid, I didn't know the Force was real, and Kylo was out and I kinda...

[Han is embarrassed and not sure he wants to say it aloud.] That bag on his belt was tempting, okay? Of course, he grabbed me and now I figure I'm lucky he didn't break my neck or something.

[aprettyflyboy]

It was magic caused by magic and it was an accident, Zatanna told me.

I was an animals most of the last week and I lost sight of her, I want to know if she's all right too.

Wait...you stole something from Kylo? [Poe looks terribly amused.]

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

Yeah, that was my best guess.

[Han is still embarrassed]

I kinda tried. But you don't steal from a dark sider and get away with it. Let's put it that way. Scared me outta my wits.

[aprettyflyboy]

I'm just glad it's over, being that small was troublesome. I almost got stepped on a million times.

[Poe ate a worm at some point, talk about embarrassment with him.]

Force...did he hurt you? Are you okay now?

[spoilsfun]

How much younger were you? Do you know anything about what caused it?

[Conan still wasn't prepared to take 'magic did it' as an answer, especially with what it had caused to happen. ]

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

Believe me, I wish I knew that answer. No idea.

I was like 13 I think. So at lest a few decades.

[spoilsfun]

Did it hurt when you changed?

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

Not really. At least not that I remember. I just woke up a kid and had no kriffin' clue how I got here or what the hells was going on.

[spoilsfun]

It affected your memory as well?

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

As far as I can tell, yeah. I only knew what I'd learned up to the age I was when I woke up. I didn't remember any of this or even any of my life back home after then.

[spoilsfun]

[That was very different from Conan's experience. He wondered if the reason was that he was the wrong age to begin with. ]

And when you changed back, did you remember right away?

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

Yeah, pretty much.

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[no_light]

[ He's too unsettled still to face Han, even on a screen, so all Kylo sends is a text message. ]

It was disturbing.

It is best forgotten what happened.

Re: text

[gotabadfeelingaboutthis]

For once, I agree with you.

[Shocker, agreeing with his not-son. Han's still grappling with that one. But it's very true.]

[no_light]

[ He blinks, surprised, even a little disappointed. But it is for the best. ]

It was nothing but a mistake. A fluke.