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tushanshu2013-09-13 10:12 pm
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VOICE.
An odd question, I am sure, but I wonder...
I thought of the ghosts and the waters, and the idea that death could be just around the corner. That is that those of us that are just about to slip into that darkness may one day wake up to be choking on our own blood.
Forgive me for such a ... unfortunate image, but my point is ... how many of you have someone who you are close to? How many can say that you have met someone who makes your life worth it all, even if death may be so close? Even if this may all just be a dream?
This need not be romantic, I suppose, but friendship as well.
After all, sometimes it is friendship that can save a life, too, right?
I thought of the ghosts and the waters, and the idea that death could be just around the corner. That is that those of us that are just about to slip into that darkness may one day wake up to be choking on our own blood.
Forgive me for such a ... unfortunate image, but my point is ... how many of you have someone who you are close to? How many can say that you have met someone who makes your life worth it all, even if death may be so close? Even if this may all just be a dream?
This need not be romantic, I suppose, but friendship as well.
After all, sometimes it is friendship that can save a life, too, right?
permavoice;
I have more than enough and that makes me feel saved even here. Though, I believe those that brought me here to be mad. Do you not feel the same?
[perma text etc!]
[After all, nearly all of his family is here, and things would definitely be a lot harder to deal with without them.]
I'm definitely... frustrated? Aggravated? Some combination of the above? I mean, all assurances that we aren't missing anything back home, there are more than a few things that I need to get back to. And certainly the bigwigs haven't been really great with public relations.
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[ A soft sigh. ]
Time is stopped, but there is so much that needs to be done. It eases the heart to know that I shall not die while I am here, but does not when I think of all that needs to be said before the final moments. And the same is for you, you have so many plans that need done that even if it is frozen that ... means little. But at least, it means that when you return that you will have all the time in the world once more in your hands.
A small comfort even if the "bigwigs" are lacking in them.
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[Yeep. She's one of the ones who are dying. :c]
No, you're right, and I probably shouldn't complain, but it's still. Well. Like I said, a little aggravating.
I don't know, I guess it sounds like a kind of petty complaint.
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I meant that you need not complain, but meant to ease your worries a little since you are also one who has family and love them as I love my own. So you can complain all you like and I shall do my best to ease them. Sound fair, my new dear friend?
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[And he means that, even though he's speaking from an anon format. It's definitely been interesting talking with him--and a little odd having a kind of personal conversation in anonymous text.]
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And I hope one day we shall meet where I can know who you are, too. But until then, I shall take all text of this sort to be you... and hope I am right.
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Well, that will make me very happy.
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[Yes, this should happen. c:]
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But I am touched to know that I am already succeeding in making you happy.
[ Who wouldn't want a really weird elf who can just talk nice sometimes? :) ]
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[A weird obsessively private teenager, that's who!]
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You shared a little bit about yourself, even if you gave not your name... that is more than enough than anyone can ask of anyone.
[ Poor Tim. ]
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[Eeeeh, he takes his friends where he can get them.]
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[ Sounds fair. :) ]