VOICE.

[barebacking]

An odd question, I am sure, but I wonder...

I thought of the ghosts and the waters, and the idea that death could be just around the corner. That is that those of us that are just about to slip into that darkness may one day wake up to be choking on our own blood.

Forgive me for such a ... unfortunate image, but my point is ... how many of you have someone who you are close to? How many can say that you have met someone who makes your life worth it all, even if death may be so close? Even if this may all just be a dream?

This need not be romantic, I suppose, but friendship as well.

After all, sometimes it is friendship that can save a life, too, right?

Comments

video;

[barebacking]

I see.

Your friend saved you, as you said. I am honestly quite jealous...

video;

[mccallmemaybe]

Why? Do you not have someone who'd that for you?

video;

[barebacking]

I do, or did.

But I think I fell too far for him to catch me.

video;

[mccallmemaybe]

I'm sorry... I hope it didn't seem like I was rubbing it in your face about my best friend.

video;

[barebacking]

It didn't.

It made me happy to know that you didn't fall so far, and that you had someone to help you. As odd as that may sound.

video;

[mccallmemaybe]

That's not odd. That's nice of you to say that...

Is it really too late for you to be saved?

video;

[barebacking]

Why thank you.

If it were too late for him, it is too late. I feel like I am feeling better while I am here, so perhaps this is as saved I could get.

video;

[mccallmemaybe]

So you don't want to leave?

video;

[barebacking]

Not really.

If I leave, I return to my dying body. But if I return, I get to see my friend's face one last time. It's a difficult situation to be in... that much is for sure. And anyway, what I want... it really doesn't matter, does it?

video;

[mccallmemaybe]

[ Scott didn't think he was that close to death. If he'd known, he wouldn't have asked his question. ] I guess you're right... I'm really sorry. I wish there was something I could do. [ To save him. ]

video; (no problem, people can think he's a woman, totally cool)

[barebacking]

You spoke to me and you were sweet... that is more than enough for me.

I am grateful for your words and your concerns even if you do not know me.

video; (thanks for understanding!)

[mccallmemaybe]

I think a little kindness goes a long way, regardless of how well you know someone.

video; (NO PROBLEM)

[barebacking]

I think so, too.

It's nice to meet so many people who share the thoughts I do.