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[After trying to process things for days, she's finally willing to poke herself about again. She's been mostly alone in her rooms.]

If this place is all you have, what would you do? If home isn't an option any more, what things would you want to do here?

If nothing matters... [She's tense, sounding depressed.]

I guess I should make a list of things I've never done and do them. I just don't know where to start. Or do all the things I like to do. Me and my mom used to go hiking, but I guess I can't really do that here.

[She just sort of fades off before shutting the feed off.]

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I guess I never thought of life as being something that I can't do.

Oh I do not mean to suggest that it is, but that some things that we may have dreamed of before that certainly would not happen, for the constraints of our worlds, physics and things like that have changed. There are, for instance, dragons here, and magic, technologies of which people may have simply dreamed at home.

Those are the things I mean when I suggest looking for things you'd wish to do that you could not. Those rules you thought could not be broken. You might be surprised here.

I don't know if I want to break rules. I just want to-- live. That's all I want.

That IS a little harder at times, finding how to here, when the adjustments are...intense. I think that part of the trick of it is finding things to make it normal, even if they are things you have not done before. Routines and setting them are fairly dull but I have found they help a bit in getting one adjusted here.

My problem isn't settling here. I've been here over a month. It's with home. And that it somehow keeps interfering here.

Now you begin to make more sense then.

[Enjolras HAS dealt with that himself, but he dealt with it so badly that it hardly seems worth mentioning his methods.]

Is there anyone from home here with you perhaps? That can be a good option when there is little else.

There are two people, but it's complicated.

Ah. Well then.

That does make things a bit harder, certainly. I do hope that things improve in time at least, if nothing else.

Things can get worse. They can always get worse.

Well, that they could. Nothing here is certain. But perhaps some sort of a reprieve will be granted as well.

One can hope,even is that is just wishful thinking.

I guess the one good thing is that this place isn't home. I'm still here. That is something.

That is one of my benefits as well. At home I would be dead, but here...Well, I am not certain what I am to do yet but that I have the chance...I do like that.

I found out I'm dead, too.

That must be difficult to learn. I was lucky to know of my death already, I think.

I'm still alive back home. I just-- guess not for long.

Well Perhaps then this will not exactly happen. If you are here, certainly that is change enough? Or your vanishing may be explained by death. It might not be so bad as that.

I've already been told by two people that it happens, that it's true. [She doesn't want to get her hopes up.]

But thanks.

Ah, but what particular timeline are they from? Perhaps it varied after the fact, and WAS within your future but is not now? ...Something along those lines. The way it works confuses me.

If they're from the same time, why wouldn't I?

Well, as odd as it is, I have heard of things such as...alternative universes, perhaps? It is a thought, certainly. I know that I am...not the first man of my name or with my friends to be here on this island so the possibility might exist.

[Enjolras is not sure, exactly, how that works, but he knows that it HAS somehow. And if it might give someone hope? Why not share his thoughts a little?]

I don't think I'm so lucky.

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