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[It has almost been a month, and already Eponine looks far better than she had when she made her first appearance on the Network. Gone are her bloody rags, replaced by clothing that, while perhaps not her preferred style, actually fit her small frame and kept her covered. There's a light in her eyes that hasn't been there before.]
I had been wandering about the other night, keeping to myself- an old habit that I cannot drop, I do love to venture out at night, to see what there is, to experience a world that no one else sees because they are asleep- and I had a thought.
I have been here near a month. A month since I could feel my life leave my body. Such a long time! But already- already here I have been happier than I can recall in nine years! Only one other time can eclipse this!
Here, I have a home, clothing, a bed. There is food and I am warm. I have my beautiful brother- and mark me, I shall not leave him again, I have promised him and I will not go back on this promise. Not again- and I have friends.
I do not suppose I have ever had a true friend until I came here.
Death is by far one of the more grand things that has ever happened to me! To think-- no. I shall tell you, if you are listening, that I am happy here. Happier than I have ever deserved!
[She pauses for a moment, looking off to the side of the screen, and frowning.] Perhaps Enjolras is right. It is stupid to do these things so late at night. Forgive me. I have made a fool of myself yet again.
I had been wandering about the other night, keeping to myself- an old habit that I cannot drop, I do love to venture out at night, to see what there is, to experience a world that no one else sees because they are asleep- and I had a thought.
I have been here near a month. A month since I could feel my life leave my body. Such a long time! But already- already here I have been happier than I can recall in nine years! Only one other time can eclipse this!
Here, I have a home, clothing, a bed. There is food and I am warm. I have my beautiful brother- and mark me, I shall not leave him again, I have promised him and I will not go back on this promise. Not again- and I have friends.
I do not suppose I have ever had a true friend until I came here.
Death is by far one of the more grand things that has ever happened to me! To think-- no. I shall tell you, if you are listening, that I am happy here. Happier than I have ever deserved!
[She pauses for a moment, looking off to the side of the screen, and frowning.] Perhaps Enjolras is right. It is stupid to do these things so late at night. Forgive me. I have made a fool of myself yet again.
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Pardon?
My death was what I wanted. And it brought me here.
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So...you were suicidal?
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[She considers this for a moment.]
I don't... It was a sin and a crime to commit suicide.
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--wait, since when? I mean, you get people thinking that anything short of complete and utter avoidance of literally anything beyond Stone Age level is a sin, but a crime?
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[She shakes her head.] It is against the law where I am from.
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Well, that answers that question. Suicide stopped being illegal ages ago for me--2012.
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I am not alone in being from my time. The men who died with me. Many of them, including my brother, are here.
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[She tugs on the strands of green in her hair. Thank the gods for a kedan chemist willing to work with her on finding hair dye. She hates being a plain blonde]
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It is strange. But I like it!
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