fifth hunt ✗ ( voice )

[relatable]

I know I'm not the only who went through that. [And honestly she's so tired of 'going through' things. But there's a breath.]

Guess I feel like there's pieces of me back there. Did anyone else forget someone important to them?

[Because as much as she's upset over what happened, what happened to her back home, and just her entire familial situation, losing her mother as in actually losing her made her feel even more isolated and alone. Abigail isn't one for reaching out. She barely speaks to the people who know her situation, but she'd rather not feel alone in this.]

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[relatable]

[She's actually getting used to telling this to people.]

He killed people.

[thewaywardson]

I see.

Were you ever harmed by him?

[relatable]

If you could see me, you'd have your answer. [The scar across her neck.]

[thewaywardson]

Are you in need of healing?

[ That much, at least, he can offer. ]

[relatable]

No, it's already healed. But thanks.

[thewaywardson]

I am glad. You're welcome.

[relatable]

[Pause.] So your dad left?

[thewaywardson]

Yes. No one knows why.

[relatable]

I'm sorry-- [It always seems like the plot or the reason why the 'bad boy' in films is so bad.]

Mine was fucked up-- but he was my dad, you know.

[thewaywardson]

[ The thing is, he does know. ]

I do. It's difficult to hate your creator.

[relatable]

[That's an odd way of putting it.]

But you still do. Especially when you keep asking 'why?'.

[thewaywardson]

[ It isn't an easy admission, but after everything he's been through, he does it with only a mild twinge of guilt. ]

Sometimes. It's difficult to accept being unable to understand why everything happened the way that it has.

[relatable]

Acceptance is hard in general. Even harder when you have no answers.

[thewaywardson]

How do you cope with it?

[relatable]

I'm still trying to figure that out. [Meaning she really isn't, Cas.]

[thewaywardson]

For your sake, I hope you find the answer soon.

[relatable]

You, too. I'm Abigail by the way.

[thewaywardson]

I am Castiel.

[relatable]

Glad I'm not the only one here with daddy issues.

[thewaywardson]

I suspect there are more than just us.

[relatable]

It doesn't surprise me. Most people shouldn't be parents.

[thewaywardson]

That's a common complaint. I've heard others say it before.

[relatable]

Probably for a good reason. It's not like people should be parents-- they just end up or are too selfish to realize what they could be doing to their kids.

[thewaywardson]

I'll take your word for it. I don't have extensive experience with children.