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[You wanna play it this say, Raph? Taking surveys to prove a point? Fine. Let's play.

It's not about who cares - well okay, to be fair, that's the MAIN reason they developed such fine-tuned stealth skills in the first place. But that's not the only reason a ninja should stay hidden. With enemies who would probably not announce themselves first, who would see him and his brothers on the Network and then proceed to silently hunt them down one by one...

The last time the team faced Shredder, he nearly killed them all, starting with Leonardo himself; the memory of seeing the intent in Oruku's eyes while facing down his blade remained a deeply chilling moment. But now Leo's team is down by one, they're not always together and they can't just stay underground here. If Shredder found one of them out in Keeliai, alone, with no way to contact the others for help...]

How many people have had their enemies show up.

[A question with the cadence of a statement. That's how you know he's serious, apparently.

If this survey turns up zilch? Leo will have to concede the point completely. But he doesn't really suppose that'll be the case. Let's find out.]

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Yeah.

[Raph shakes off the last of the ache and slides back into a ready stance.]

My brother- last time I gave being boss a shot, I got him hurt. Kinda bad. [Raphael says this gruffly, like if he makes it sound like he doesn't care then it's not weak to say it. He's protective of his brothers, especially Mikey, and the more Santo talks about his role in his family and how he feels about his friends, the more Raphael thinks he might have found a guy who'll understand that, understand him. An actual friend that isn't a brother, or someone else's friend first.

Shouldn't get his hopes up though. He could disappear one day...like Donnie. Only Raph won't be seeing Santo once he makes it home.]

Not like our teams could get along without us, huh? I dunno how many times I've had to save my brothers' stupid shells. [Raph starts up sparring again. He knows he's not gonna be able to hurt Santo, not without getting real creative, so it's kind of more like practicing his movements and reactions. He doesn't hold his punches -except for where he needs to so he doesn't break a hand or something- and concentrates on dodge, counter, block.]

[Even though Raphael talks about it in a way that might suggest that he doesn't care, Santo gets it. He's seen the way that Raphael gets over his brothers, they've talked about Mikey and Donnie at different points. Santo understands, because he has to do the same thing.

He's just happy relieved that Raphael hasn't lost anyone yet.] I had a teammate die in my arms, bro.

[He says that just as gruffly as Raph spoke before, and leave it at that. He wasn't even the leader of that team, but it was still enough to scare him off of ever really wanting that kind of responsibility. Putting himself in danger was nothing, he did that without even thinking, but if it was someone else...]

No kidding. Every team needs a strong badass, and that just has to be us. [He smiles a little as they fall back into the sparring, not trying to hurt Raphael really, so when it starts to be more about the form of each move, Santo actually ends up trying to fight a bit more cleanly. Not that his form is anything compared to Raph's, be he can at least try not to embarrass himself so much.]

You've gotta teach me some of these moves sometime.

[WOW SANTO NOW RAPH IS GONNA IMAGINE HIS BROTHERS DYING IN HIS ARMS

Raphael doesn't know what to say; just seeing his brothers hurt is hard enough. Thinking that they could die, that there'd be nothing he could do to protect them. That he'd end up having that in common with Santo too-

That tone of voice is so familar it hurts.

Guys like them don't say 'I'm sorry for your loss.' They don't talk about those experiences. They don't cry on someone else's shoulder, they don't write poetry, they don't show their emotion in any kind of healthy way.

They shove it down as deep as it'll go and agonize over it alone. That's what Raphael does, anyway.]

What, the kata? Sure, I'll show you. [Raphael's not supposed to take on any students, or rather Splinter's impressed upon them the danger of it once they started making acquaintances on the surface, but he's never listened to his father particularly closely anyway.]

Edited 2013-06-03 05:04 (UTC)

[SORRY RAPH

It was reflexive one-up that he didn't even want to win. He's not expecting sympathy or anything like that, especially not from Raphael. He didn't want that either. It was what it was, and that was something he had to deal with in the healthiest way possible...

By pretending it doesn't exist, joking inappropriately, and punching people until he feels better.]

Really? Because I was just thinking the only way I could be more awesome than I already am is if I could do some sick ninja moves... [Not that he's asking for help or anything. Because he totally doesn't need it.]

Well, uh... [Raph doesn't really know how to teach someone, so he's just gonna pretend their previous conversation didn't happen in favor of something a little lighter.] What do you already know? You look like you know some stuff.

[What previous conversation?] I know how to punch people, and I can do some pretty decent wrestling and grappling moves, but dude, you just freakin' danced around my punches half the time.

[Yeah see Raphael mostly just kind of does it. Without thinking too hard.]

Okay so...I'll start with the basics I guess. [It's weird, teaching Santo when he knows the guy can knock him into next week. It's sort of like teaching Splinter.

He selects one of the most basic kata he knows; a series of blocks, punches and kicks without too much complicated movement, and the problem with Raphael is that he disregards form for speed. He prefers randori, a freestyle form of training that's more or less a spar, but Splinter always runs them through their kata in the morning first and Raphael always ends up rushing and it makes his form sloppy.

He runs through it once, all thirty-seven moves, then looks over at Santo expectantly.]

[Santo really didn't pay that much attention in their martial arts classes back home. While everyone else was learning how not to get the snot beaten out of them, Santo was always the one doing the beating. He never understood the point, really. Why block when most things couldn't hurt him? Why work on form or deceptive strikes when all he had to do was overwhelm the opponent with brute strength?

Needless to say, Raphael goes through the entire kata, and even though it wasn't a complicated one, it still looked pretty impressive, and unfortunately so fast that Santo loses track after about the third move.

... So he just stares back at Raph.]

... How about we just go punch out some assholes instead? I learn better by doing anyway. [Meaning he didn't get any of that.]

Oh thank God. [Doing kata is fucking boring man, you're not missing anything at all. Besides, learning form is so you can regulate how you fight so you can better protect yourself and deal damage at the same time. What's the point of that if you're like Santo and you kind of don't need to protect yourself, like, ever?] Let's go.

Hey, you should have said something if you knew training was gonna be this lame.

[Not that Raph teaching him is lame, but he's looking forward to learning by example instead... And to really work out all the frustration he's built up on some kedan's face.]

Yeah... Hey, Raph. [He holds out his fist for a bump. It's not a "thank you" or an apology for getting all feelingsy. It was a totally manly non-feelings way of showing that Raph was an awesome fighting partner (friend).]

[Raph glances up; smiles a little bit.

It's a first for him, having a friend his brothers don't have, and he likes it. Santo's his friend not by circumstance or birth, but because he chooses to be, because Raphael has something to offer that Santo appreciates.

Feels good to be able to help, even if all they did was spar and talk. Raphael usually works out his messy brain jumbles when he's sparring or working out, and he hedged his bets on figuring Santo was the same. Having your friends dying and then choosing to sit out for the sake of protecting the rest is a heavy decision, one Raphael thankfully has not had to make yet, and he's pretty sure that even if he's had more intense training -and maybe for longer, too- that Santo's been an active player on the field much longer than his 6+ months.

Even if someday, when they go back home, Santo forgets about him and he forgets about Santo, Raphael's still glad they're buds now.

Yeah. [He knocks his knuckles against Santo's.] Don't mention it.

[Now c'mon. There's bound to be some criminals that need rehabilitation.]

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