fifth hunt ✗ ( voice )

[relatable]

I know I'm not the only who went through that. [And honestly she's so tired of 'going through' things. But there's a breath.]

Guess I feel like there's pieces of me back there. Did anyone else forget someone important to them?

[Because as much as she's upset over what happened, what happened to her back home, and just her entire familial situation, losing her mother as in actually losing her made her feel even more isolated and alone. Abigail isn't one for reaching out. She barely speaks to the people who know her situation, but she'd rather not feel alone in this.]

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[thewaywardson]

Recently, no. But I have in the past.

[ Not literally, but he has lost sight of what was important enough to amount to the same thing. He certainly suffered losses because of it. ]

ahaha, I legit just put in my reserve for Michael

[relatable]

[There's a long pause.]

Did you feel different afterwards?

I'm so thrilled by that, you don't even know

[thewaywardson]

Yes.

[ He pauses for a moment to consider how he felt. ]

It wasn't a pleasant feeling.

I'm pretty sure I do :D More angel bros!

[relatable]

I still feel like there's more missing. [Whether there is or isn't doesn't matter.]

Like I'm incomplete.

it will be fantastic!

[thewaywardson]

[ Oh yes. He can relate to this very well. ]

In my experience, some of what you've lost can be regained. But some pieces... I'm still searching for those.

get ready for older brother, Cas /pieces together app

[relatable]

Me, too. But I think I was broken even before that.

yay! he is so not ready

[thewaywardson]

[ She was broken and he had fallen. He doesn't fail to notice the similarities. ]

What happened?

hahaha

[relatable]

[She just sort of sighs.]

Daddy issues. [To say the least.]

[thewaywardson]

[ He can relate to that too. ]

Did your father abandon you, too?

[relatable]

[She's actually getting used to telling this to people.]

He killed people.

[thewaywardson]

I see.

Were you ever harmed by him?

[relatable]

If you could see me, you'd have your answer. [The scar across her neck.]

[thewaywardson]

Are you in need of healing?

[ That much, at least, he can offer. ]

[relatable]

No, it's already healed. But thanks.

[thewaywardson]

I am glad. You're welcome.

[relatable]

[Pause.] So your dad left?

[thewaywardson]

Yes. No one knows why.

[relatable]

I'm sorry-- [It always seems like the plot or the reason why the 'bad boy' in films is so bad.]

Mine was fucked up-- but he was my dad, you know.

[thewaywardson]

[ The thing is, he does know. ]

I do. It's difficult to hate your creator.

[relatable]

[That's an odd way of putting it.]

But you still do. Especially when you keep asking 'why?'.

[thewaywardson]

[ It isn't an easy admission, but after everything he's been through, he does it with only a mild twinge of guilt. ]

Sometimes. It's difficult to accept being unable to understand why everything happened the way that it has.

[relatable]

Acceptance is hard in general. Even harder when you have no answers.

[thewaywardson]

How do you cope with it?

[relatable]

I'm still trying to figure that out. [Meaning she really isn't, Cas.]

[thewaywardson]

For your sake, I hope you find the answer soon.