tushanshu | Verse 04 -- Video

[Compared to Jehan's last post a week or so ago, he looks much better. He's slept, he's eaten, and he's up for trying to interact with people again. He smiles a bit shyly when the feed clicks on, blushing as he usually is]

I wanted to apologize if my...behavior last month upset anyone. I was not feeling well and wasn't thinking clearly. I hope that anyone I upset or worried can forgive me. Ah...and I wanted to thank everyone who offered assistance. I am--it was greatly appreciated.

[Understatement of the centuries. This is followed by some private messages, all of which are absurdly easy to crack. The guy's from 1832. He's just happy he can make the private.]

[Original Amis sans Marius]

[The smile's gone, and Jehan is serious]

I wanted to...to remind everyone that should you feel as I did last month I am here to listen or talk or simply keep you company. I know what happens when you shut yourself away, now. I do not want that to happen to any of you.

[Dorian Gray]

[Shyly:]

Is it too late to accept your offer of that flute, Dorian?

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[Five years, a hundred and fourteen days, nine hours, forty-nine minutes and--]

Five years, yes.

I hope that one day, you will be rid of your ghosts, doctor.

[He smiles.]

I hope the same for you.

[He lifts the tea in a bit of a salute.]

Does it help? Knowing that there's a reason you're feeling this way?

A...a little, yes.

[He smiles back, shy]

Knowing that this is part of being human makes it easier to bear. Knowing that I'm not weak because I cannot handle it.

I can't begin to imagine what you and your friends went through, but I don't think that would have stemmed from weakness, Prouvaire.

[He's doing his level best to channel a combination of Hotch and Morgan at the moment, which means his tone is calm and gently reassuring.]

No, I suppose not. Have you told Combeferre about this...PSTD? Not your story, unless you wish to, but the...whatever it is itself. He may find it interesting.

[That's it, right?]

Anxiety disorder.

[He'll fill in the blanks when and where he needs to. It's a lot to take in, he knows.]

And I haven't, no, but I could. We spent nearly six hours discussing moths at one point.

[And Jehan just dies laughing]

Truly?

It might have been closer to seven.

[GUILTY LITTLE SMILE? HE'S A NERD OKAY.]

Oh, God. I thought he was the only person so enraptured by moths.

I wouldn't say I'm enraptured per se, but I, um, dealt with a case once that involved moths and the symbolic metamorphology of their life cycle and I did some reading.

[When Reid says 'some' reading, he actually means 'I read the entire section on moths in the library.

In about eighteen minutes.']

Funny, Combeferre told me the same thing when I asked about his fascination with moths.

[Eyebrow.]

Well, was he wrong?

No, but his "some reading" involved several volumes.

So it's a matter of overall time investment?

[He rubs at his chin, speculative.]

No, it's a matter of Combeferre being rather...scholarly.

[Translation: He's a big nerd]

[Reid laughs a little.]

Hey, there's nothing wrong with scholarly.

Verse 04 -- Video

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