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Betty Ross ([personal profile] undoubtable) wrote in [community profile] tushanshu2013-08-27 08:46 pm

Video;

[ To those most familiar with human coloring, the woman in the video may look a little odd. She’s got red skin, black hair, and eyes that glow yellow where her pupils should be. She’s also noticeably more muscular than the average woman. Bigger, too. She fills up the screen, leaving relatively little to see behind her.

Judging from the frown that twists her black lips, she isn’t particularly happy. ]


All right. It’s been three days. The guys that brought me here promised me a fight. A “strong” — [ The quotation marks are audible, as is the faint sneer of disbelief when she says the word. ] — enemy.

So where is it? I’m bored.
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-08-31 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[This Bruce isn't quite so much a justifiably egotistical, limitless genius. He has a healthy dose of humility to him, and he has to stay within the reasonable expectations of reality with his results. That means learning complex foreign languages at the drop of a hat just isn't one of his skills. He'd even struggled with Portuguese.

The other consequence of his humility is that he doesn't place so much value on intelligence in others. Bruce is perfectly aware that sometimes it's more of a curse than a blessing, and no one needs to be a scientist to contribute something meaningful.

He's vaguely surprised at her question, somehow having foolishly assumed that this Betty would be the same in that respect, and as he settles into his chair he looks at her directly with open, curious eyes.]
Cellular biologist. We worked together on a project for... the general. [Using Betty's preferred term for him out of respect for her.]

I'm guessing you aren't? [There isn't any weight to the question, just curiosity as Bruce pulls the menu toward him, flipping to the tiny, badly translated English page at the back. A concession to their foreigner population, who seem to mostly speak English.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-08-31 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
[He's somewhat taken aback to have Betty be at all confrontational with him. She's still reserved, not picking a fight at all, but there's an undeniable element of confrontation to her stance here that he can't ignore. It's hard to see for several reasons. One is what it implies about her relationship with her Bruce, one is just that it's difficult for Bruce to see any Betty direct that at him at all, but mostly, more than anything, it makes him miss his Betty more than ever, with a sore ache in his chest. They have such a smooth understanding between them, that even after years of not seeing each other, they hadn't missed a beat at all. They'd settled into each other's presence without more than checking in with each other, considerately making sure they were both still on the same page.

He notices the ex-husband and has to wonder at it, but isn't about to touch that topic with a ten foot pole. So far they haven't tried to approach what they mean to each other, how that would transfer or not transfer, and Bruce doesn't want to. He has no clue how to navigate that minefield without betraying Betty, either one of them. It's just as well to continue on with the precedent they've set, of treating each other as important strangers.]


A secret agent? [That gets his full, and faintly disbelieving, attention. His eyebrows raise way up, trying to align that with his mental perception of Betty and struggling. This one is definitely different.] I can't... wow. I mean. I've never doubted Betty could do whatever she wanted, but she-- hasn't been that involved. In the whole mess.

[Frankly, he prefers it that way, but he's getting the strong sense that he shouldn't say that here.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-08-31 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
[That solidifies his decision to keep her uninvolved. Not that Bruce needed the affirmation-- he's fully committed to letting Betty live her life without him and all the tragedy and violence that he brings-- but hearing it from another version of her, that it's for the best, cements it. Any wistful thought he'd been entertaining of hoping she'd show up here, his Betty, is decisively suppressed. She deserves better. She always has.

Better than him, wherever that leaves him left behind.

It's in this darkening mindset that she implies that where he comes from is a good place. Maybe it is, compared to hers. Maybe it is for everyone else. But Bruce has a lot of repressed bitterness, and he distracts himself from aiming it at her by ostensibly scanning his menu.]


It's better for her, [he finally manages to say after a somewhat stilted pause in which he'd wrestled down that bitterness.] That's why I haven't seen her. Why I was so... shocked to see you.

[His fingers don't tighten on the menu. His jaw doesn't clench. He doesn't rail against his fate. Bruce is resigned to it, that sad cast returning to his eyes, some of his height hunching over unconsciously in his more normal posture.]

I saw her once in the past ten years, and all I did was-- upend her life again. It's not safe.
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-01 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[Bruce is well acquainted with the fact that Betty will speak her mind, it's just not usually aimed so pointedly at him. She knows he'll listen to her with far more consideration than he gives anyone else, so she doesn't have to be as strident. Only this Betty apparently doesn't know that.]

I know, [he admits, giving up the pretense and setting his menu down. More than anything, he looks tired, and maybe a little lost.] I know she hasn't given up on me. Sometimes it's all that... gets me through it.

But the first thing I saw when I -- when I woke up that first time, was her in the ICU. I did that. I can't do that to her again. [The agonized certainty in that declaration is indisputable.] I, I tried at first, to contact her a few times, but Ross always traced it and-- There's always collateral damage when he finds me.

[Bruce finally looks up directly at her, meeting her eyes again, sober and starkly lacking self-pity.] I don't get to have what I want. Not without someone else paying the price.
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-02 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
[The way she lists off names isn't helping. It plunges him further into a vague sense of numbed horror at the reality she's from, at how many people this has happened to. At what she's had to endure. He doesn't know what to address first, can barely wrap his brain around it-- and part of him, a strong part, wants to make a snapped remark and walk off to order, ending this conversation.

One thing she said is ringing in his ears, preventing that. Rising above all the incredulity and frustration over how many had been exposed to the radiation, over the discrepancy between the Hulk's origin. They turned me into a weapon and used me to kill people. Betty. They'd done that to Betty, and Bruce hadn't been there to stop it. It's impossible to hold himself accountable for the fate of every Betty across every universe, but that doesn't alter his shame and mounting, boiling anger at that other him who let it happen.

The fact that he's sure the other Bruce feels the same way about himself isn't any consolation.

So he snaps back, he can't help it, but he doesn't walk off.]
I can blame myself, [he says tightly.] She should be able to expect more from me than not getting her killed. That's not good enough. [It's just not. Not for someone like Betty, who deserves so much better. He knows how isolated she can feel with her mother gone and her father there but even more removed. Bruce had tried to fill in that hole, as she'd done for him.

This was where it got him. Where it got her, this Betty that would be as much a monster as he is if it weren't for that Betty didn't have that capacity in her.]


I'm sorry that happened to you, [he says, audibly agonized, unable to hold it in any longer. His hand reaches across the table to instinctively rest on top of hers, but he catches himself halfway there, fluttering in the air, the movement aborted as he waits visibly for permission.]

It's my worst fear, [he goes on quietly.] That there would be more made. That it would be you-- You deserve so much better than that, Betty. I'm sorry I'm never able to give it to you.
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-03 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
[It's been so long since he's touched Betty that it's nearly disorienting to have it happen now, a hope grown dusty with disuse, made worse by the fact that it's not exactly right. It's her, and it's not her. The sentiment behind what she says is piercingly familiar, exactly the same, but the way she says it and her overall manner are different. Her life, her history, are different, and that most critical thing that makes him let down his guard around Betty isn't here-- her soft spoken lack of pressure, her silent and total understanding and acceptance. Gone and impossible between two people that haven't spent years sleeping beside on another.

Yet it's just enough the same, and Bruce is already growing to appreciate her for her own merits, that it gets to him. His fingers closely tightly around hers in an unconscious spasm. He controls his expression as best he can, but is unable to prevent some of the fierce ache of missing her from slipping through.

She should blame him. She should. But Bruce knows Betty. He knows that's a losing battle for him to fight, and it's one he's never wanted to win, anyway.]


I'm still going to worry about you, [he admits ruefully.] I'm sure you don't need it. [A moment's pause, as he looks into her smile, before he adds,] And you've always done your share of the protecting.

You're really-- not that different, that way. [Bruce has no illusions that Betty had always protected him as much as he'd protected her, and she truly had the harder job: protecting him from the demons in his mind.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-05 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a lot of things Bruce could say to that, soured, dark things about why he'd want any Hulk to protect him. But it's Betty, and he's never been able to unleash that on her. Never wanted to. It might be true, that how much he outright loathes his other half has made it impossible for him to think of any other universe's version of it, whether himself or anyone else, with a positive light-- but it's even more true that he can't think that of Betty.

She'd seemed abrasive. Focused on fighting, perpetually angry. But altogether more coherent than Bruce would have ever expected, and she'd changed, gone back to human, merely at his request. Bruce doesn't want Betty to protect him, doesn't think she should need to have to, but he won't deny her it if that's what she wants.

The urge to kiss her hand is sudden and overpowering, and also inappropriate. A learned response Bruce has learned on the wrong woman. He smiles just slightly, mostly down at the table.]
I don't actually need that much protection here, [he prevaricates, slipping his hand from hers because he can't keep tempting himself with that closeness. But he takes the sting out of it by stroking his fingers across her palm as he detangles them, making the motion affectionate even as he retracts his hand.]

Maybe we could... just spend time together. Without all the, the worrying and protecting. [Bruce shoots her a quick glance, checking to see if she'd be okay with that.] Figuring out who each other is.
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-06 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[The irony is that it's essentially the opposite from Bruce's perspective. His Betty has no idea about his parents; as far as he knows, she hasn't even guessed. He hasn't given her reason to, has never allowed that conversation to go any deeper than shutting it down as gently as he could. Yet he has no doubt whatsoever that she's protected him from it all along, without ever knowing what it was. Betty knows that no one's as haunted as Bruce is without reason; she's just never needed to know that reason to stand between him and it.

It's one of the many, many things he loved about her. Made it impossible for him to forget her, no matter how long it'd been. Betty had left an indelible impression on him, given him the only sparks of hope he'd ever felt about his isolation. He knows keenly how much she does for him.

Bruce is skeptical that this Betty would have done any less for her Bruce, which is one of the main reasons it makes him so silently incensed at the implication that he's been ungrateful.]
I wouldn't be all that amiable if you'd run off with an alien queen, [he says dryly, limiting himself to that bit of sarcasm.]

Don't worry about it. [He makes an aborted gesture with his hand, feeling empty after having held hers and let go.] I'll go order? [They should probably stop taking up a table without buying anything.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-06 05:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[He shakes his head at the money, already getting to his feet and refusing it.] I got it.

[It's not chauvinism, it's just that Bruce has been here for a while and gets more of an income from Stark Industries than he really knows what to do with. He'd intended to spend it on equipment for work, but Tony-- the last one-- had given him a separate department budget, so he hadn't even needed to do that. Bruce wasn't about to make her spend some of what little money she had on arrival when he could easily cover it.

As he stands, he reaches carefully into his shirt pocket and pulls out a folded piece of newspaper, which he places on the table in front of her.]


Just thought you might be curious, [he says simply, and is already moving away, heading over toward the order counter. Leaving behind what is easily his most prized possession with her: his picture of Betty, grainy and indistinct but smiling in her lab coat as she stands in front of a chalk board. The caption reads something about her work at Culver University, and the newspaper is lined and creased with handling.

Anyone else, showing that to would come with a slightly anxious warning about not losing it. Not damaging it. Bruce just sets it there for her and trusts that she knows how important it is to him without having to say a word.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-07 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
[It'd be far more effective to have her come here in terms of getting to be with her, a fact that hasn't escaped Bruce. He'd even discussed it, in couched terms, with Annabeth last week. Despite all the drawbacks of being here, the benefits for him more than outweigh that, and he'd have to be a lot more self-deluded than he is to have missed it. If Betty were here, there wouldn't be any reason they couldn't be together. Live together. Work together.

The fact that it's probably not going to happen, and instead he gets half-taunted and half-appeased with this other version of her, hasn't escaped him either.

Bruce tries not to think about it too deeply as he places their orders, and short minutes later returns to the table with them. Fried and steamed finger food never takes that long. There's one big plate with an assortment of dim sum on it, and after he sets it on the table, he picks up the picture again even before he sits. It's carefully and deliberately returned to his pocket.]


You don't look exactly the same, [he comments out loud, addressing the elephant in the room as he settles into his seat, breaking his chopsticks apart.] You definitely recognized me, though.

[He can't help being somewhat curious.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-10 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's interesting hearing the differences, though he's somewhat self-conscious about being scrutinized so closely, even though he'd asked for it.

Bruce eats a few potstickers while she talks, just to give himself something as a distraction. Her final comment earns her a lop-sided smile, freer with her than he is with anyone else.]


I can put my glasses on if it helps, [he quips.] They get damaged too much when I wear them all the time, and they can be hard to find. I haven't had a real proscription in... I don't know. Since I used to live with Betty. [Normally it's difficult to force her name out of his mouth, but somehow it's the easiest thing in the world when he's looking directly at some form of her.

This unsolicited offering of information, an explanation behind one of his inexplicable habits, is another privilege granted to her solely because of who she is.]


I'd say I should've recognized you sooner, but, uh, I don't think I can be blamed. [He'd never in a million years think to look for Betty's face in a Hulk. He tries not to look for her face at all.]
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[personal profile] angermanaging 2013-09-12 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
No, it was just a joke, [he reassures her.] Everything I've heard, I'd rather be different. [No question about that.

But he has to admit some fairly intense curiosity about how she operates with her... other half. In his mental narrative, he still has difficulty applying the word Hulk at all, to himself and much less to Betty.]


You don't mind talking about it? Your, uh. Being red. I don't want to press, but I'm, well, I'd have to be dead not to be curious.

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