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[So it's terribly late in the night. Around 3 am when Clara sits at her console and decides to record a message to the network. At first she considers being anonymous, this sort of question isn't something she's comfortable putting out there. It's a little too vulnerable for her tastes, but sometimes need outweighs comfort.
So here goes. She tries to flatten her tousled hair and rub the sleep out of her eyes for a bit before she speaks but it doesn't really improve her exhausted appearance.]
So nightmares. I've got them and they've knocked me on my arse like a bad flu.
You know the sort: nasty, terrifying, wake up in a cold sweat yelling, and reoccurring. The sort that are about complicated personal things that happened. Can't imagine I'm the only one out there who ever dealt with it. So, I'll take advice, stories, anecdotes, whatever you've got if it means I can kick this nasty thing..
I think my neighbors would also appreciate any sort of advice or cure. We're both likely missing sleeping like normal people.
So here goes. She tries to flatten her tousled hair and rub the sleep out of her eyes for a bit before she speaks but it doesn't really improve her exhausted appearance.]
So nightmares. I've got them and they've knocked me on my arse like a bad flu.
You know the sort: nasty, terrifying, wake up in a cold sweat yelling, and reoccurring. The sort that are about complicated personal things that happened. Can't imagine I'm the only one out there who ever dealt with it. So, I'll take advice, stories, anecdotes, whatever you've got if it means I can kick this nasty thing..
I think my neighbors would also appreciate any sort of advice or cure. We're both likely missing sleeping like normal people.

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Have you talked to someone about it?
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Does this count as talking?
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Sometimes it helps to talk-- about what's really bothering you. [She only had one person, and it was harder to do so back home.]
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Have you also attempted to spend time at the turtle's head?
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[She blinks.]
I haven't. Is there something special about it?
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I've never learned a cure for them, but . . . perhaps if there is someone or something that makes you feel safe or protected. If you could have it or some symbol of it near, it may help—a reminder that something stands between you and what troubles you, to bring peace to your thoughts before they fade into dreams.
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[She gives the stranger and exhausted smile.]
Thanks.
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He just does it with jokes. ]
I hear insomnia's a coping mechanism. Kind of an exhausting one, though.
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It's doing a number on me. Though, I've managed to learn nearly all the locations of the parks in Keelai thanks to midnight walks.
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I had some real killer nightmares after my mom died. ...And while she was sick. And I've had a couple of really bad ones the last year or so. Basically? Klonopin is a very good friend of mine.
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I know. Had a round of it myself after mum died. Things were better lately.
[She tries to give him a comforting smile.]
Not insensitive, but not sure if there's a chemist somewhere on the turtle.
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I usually just try and think of the good things in life. It usually works, at least for me.
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SO SORRY
its cool!! :>
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Good company helps.
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[She tries to smile and make a dirty joke. She's talked to Jim about it and probably should have filtered this from him but she couldn't stand to lie. She doesn't want him to worry anymore than he already has. So she'll deflect.]
What's this encryption? It's different. Self made?
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[Alcuin sighs.]
Back when they were bad, I would try to have a cup of tea and have a quiet half hour or so before I slept. It helped sometimes. I'm sorry I don't have any better suggestion.
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[She gives the stranger on the network a small smile.]
I do like tea. Could always feet more tea into my day.
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Training! [she says fervently.] Or, well, if you don't fight, then at least exercise. When you're exhausted, you dream less! That's always worked for me.
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Might have to take up jogging. But really, I've never been one for exercise.
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Suppose I always talk to someone 'bout it. Usually the Doctor, but before him, it was my mum.
[A pause.]
You can talk to me. If you feel comfortable. You don't have to or anything.
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[And after that, she talked to her dad once or twice but she couldn't stand to burden him. So she talked to no one. She smiles weakly at Rose's offer. Her natural instinct is to push away, put up walls, tell Rose that it's fine, but she pushes through.]
Fancy a three-in-the-morning tea party?
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I might safely say I can commiserate, Madame. In my case, coffee, where I can find it, has been invaluable. I did not sleep much as it is, so it was easier to begin eliminating it where I can.
[And he's pausing here, looking awkward because...he does want to help, even if he has no personal sense of how to do that, really.]
If you would like to speak of it to a stranger though, I can promise to listen. I am probably no comfort, I might add, but I AM willing.
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[She indicates her dark circles and then gestures back at him. And then she smiles. So many people are willing to help her, it's so kind of them, but now she feels a little awkward from the attention.]
It's sort... complicated. Completely mad sort of stuff. You'd think I was making it up.
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[He takes a while to reply to this because, well, how could he? He didn't know Clara that well and he was desperately trying to keep up with all these new tid-bits on her. Nightmares didn't sit well for him, never pleasant for anyone.
Also is he alone in considering he might accidentally somehow be the cause? That happens sometimes.]
How long?
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[She should have filtered it from him, but she forgot in her haste and exhausted daze. Then again, maybe he would have just broken through it anyway. That would be like him.]
It's really quite alright. Just exhausting.
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That's what I've been trying to do. It doesn't bother me much when I'm awake. At night though it all just... pops out into my dreams.
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